My Grand Final..

My team lost the Grand Final tonight..
In the end, i'm so dissapointed of my performance in Mix-Double.. although im playing well in the other categories..

My leng lui partner, Kelsey, told me that we must beat them by 21-2.. so ambitious, haha..
but in fact, we need more points to close our gap with our opponent..
We got a 5-0 good start, but after that i got couples of "push" went out..
then, both of us started to play abit unbalance.. on the half way of the game, my racquet flew away as im trying to save the crucial ball.. Kelsey asked : am i okie? the situation is funny that time, haha.. but still we lost the match, and also our champion flag.. so sad and dissapointing..haiz..

It's really unacceptable for me.. because i want to be the champion.. sad.. sad..
But the feeling is still nice when i think back of i heard Kelsey shouted "come on tan~" when im playing my men doubles.. so syok.. because at least she remember my name.. haha.. Thought of taking photos with the players who partner with me and put it as profile pic in facebook to show off.. lol, but we lost, so i think it's not a right time though.. wasted.. haha..

But that's the end of my first division roster.. its interesting division than 2nd division.. as i can get to improve my match playing with those good ang mo players there. Hopefully that i get to play in 1st division again for the next summer roster.. i believe i will be even more stable and better that time, as i've used to their playing pace..

Still feel sorry for my team mates for the losing..and the dissapointment of myself..
hope that most of us will be in the same team again next roster.. they are nice mates..