跑步

已经630点早上了.. 我在干吗？
我发觉我有点失控。根本就不知道知己在做些什么.
也不知干吗，只想很用力的跑到long beach..
越跑越快，都没停过.. 只希望可以让我觉得很累很累...
就想说，跑累了就没力气去想那些无谓的事情..
真的很累，看着那些鸽子，问了知己，伟才你怎么了...
我认识的知己不是这样的..

当下

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛 漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠 其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落 锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手 陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴天灰了 快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里 忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空 精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没 整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走 带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求 还有什么可以拥有 把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁 能让我相信被爱的理由

一个句子

只要你开心.. 我就开心..
就是这个句子..

遥远的她，是否每次失去了，你才会去珍惜他的期待..
不远的她，她会感觉到他不开心..
有信讲的对，感觉到你世界的，那就是她..

飞机

等下一班的飞机等到闲... 却有种不舍得hobart 的感觉.. 然后也想了一些. 在飞机里时，我座那一排只有我一个，又闲到一直睡觉， 但我既然梦到她在我身边一起谈天的画面.. 不知她在那边过的好不好，事情都办妥的顺利吗.. 想联络她，却不敢打扰她。如果这个世界有通地眼就好~ 时差还调不回来，搞到每次九十点就很困. 很多东西想update， 但很累，哈哈。 可是我终于剪了阳光短发，舒服多了..

祈祷她明天会过关。期望再看到她那开心的笑容.. 默默的为她加油！

开心就好

听到每一个的他们都那么的会音乐，又有才华，我呢..
对着镜子反问知己..
又会有什么资格去拥有那么好的她
每一次的勇敢都一一的被打败了
所以每次都只会希望可见到她们开心
就心足了.. 也别无它求..

这种感觉

今天没工作，整天躲在房里对着电脑，突然就想翻开她全fb的照片..
翻了又翻，惨了，不知不觉对她那份好奇心的感觉又涌上来了..
不知她在那边的手续顺利吗..
就这样一边听着fir的新歌一边翻看她的照片..
直到我决定去跑步..
一个人跑步终是那么的多事情想..
不知不觉就跑到她家门前, 脑里顿时也想到她那很甜的笑容，知己也微笑了..
继续跑，跑到了她以往常去她課系的大楼.. 想她在这个时候做什么呢..
虽然她不久后将回来，却很希望可见到她..
对她的感觉不是爱情或暧昧或暗恋
却期待可多了解她的世界
想问候她，但却不想打扰她
想帮她祈祷一切的手续都会顺利，开心..

Sunny Jogging

Its a sunny day in Hobart today. So, i've decided to have a real jogging. Although my leg muscle still pain due to the overload of usage for my new roster again. Thought of lazying not to go jog, but remembering of what i've planned for my summer break...

While jogged till Kelvin's house, i passed him the Cherry form as i promised him few weeks ago, lol. Then, visited his apartments which known as the nearest apartment to eng building. Since its nearest to eng building, so the rent must be expensive right.. yeah, its about 200 aud/week. thats double of what im gonna to pay for my new rent house.. but thats why location plays an important role on pricing. I found it not bad the apartment, there's everything, but only if compare to uni apartment and christ, i think both of them are more worth.. anyway, saw a french gal in his apartment, sweet looking, hahaha.. after chit-chat with kelvin for quite a minutes, then get back to my jogging again.

On the way jog home, i saw the "bench" which me myself so-called "secret bench".. so, i decided to take a seat on it.. and therefore again i get into another world.. a place where the inner side of me belongs.. all the images, promises, and some things that happened to me this few days... i thought one of them will be sitting beside me and sharing with me on that moment.. but..

... stand up and jog back home. having a fine cook for my dinner tonight. after that, there goes another night of my summer break.. i know there's just something missing on or beside me, but thats what a secret remains..